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August 03,
2007 @ 12:06 am
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIceng7XaFs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVnNN-MNW-Q&mode=related&search=
these are the links to watch Omens of Love by T-Square..the original group who composed the song..i tink its fantastic..why? cos the music just somehow makes u happy? it has this uplifting soaring spirits thingy? yeah..all of that..but as what many pple oso pointed out when they saw the vids..they said 'they look so happy!' its true...look at the musicians...they are way happy...smiling....as they play n create the music for each other to listen plus their audiences...how shiok is dat...dats wat music is all about! i miss it...i miss the happiness dat is/was brought to the pples lives/ears/hearts when i last could rememeber taking band...its such a wonderful feeling..not just my own of feeling happy being able to rehearse a nice song..but seeing the students faces too being lit up by the creation of such music and done in a happy way...some songs hold many special n happy memories for me..some brings me tears dat is not of sadness or sorrow but of knowing i will not be able to experince dat again...hold back hold back hold back hold back...
anyway...as u all watch the vids...notice this segment with the guitar solo..dan it combines with the EWS for a duet...dat part wasnt exactly in the band version...a different sort of melody was played by the clarinets...with the running running..which is shiok too...but its refrshing to hear the guitar n EWS parts...
a good frend told me to take As..ahha..all of a sudden me doing dat..cos i spoke to this frend n was suggested if i wanna go nie..to cut short the studying time..take As n do only 2 yrs in nie..but...i dunno...but appreciate the suggestions and kind words my frend...haven seen u in a long long while..take care with ur family..save more for ur kid..haha
so wat shall thou do...i dunno how much longer i can tahan where i am...its still the same as it was since i last left...still always the same problems occuring..n plus i dun tink i can tahan the mothership...nice person yes..but...its getting to me...
omens of love is playing at the background...anyone interested in the T-Square version can msn me..can send u...i wld be most glad to...sharing the joy love n passion of music is what i have always liked to do...some1 dug out a cd..cds which i burned for members back dan..out of my own free will...to share the music with the members...haha..i dun regret any of dat...am glad pple still do keep the cd n remember the times we had...
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July 22,
2007 @ 1:53 am
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sorry i cldnt make it even to 30..sorry to some who felt left out and awkward..sorry if i cldnt make enuff jokes or spread more luffter arnd...sorry i cldnt get more to reply me..sorry for being the way i am for as much as i said im used or numb to rejections and disappointments..it still hurts like mad...sorry if any1 didnt enjoy the time..sorry if any saw my tears 2dae...sorry...
thank you to 26...thank you to some who gave me support in 1 way or another..thank you to those who gave me ample time/notice of changes in arrival..thank you to those who bothered to reply my mass smses..thank you for those who help ask n spread the word arnd..thank you for taking the time to go..
i want to hate those who didnt bother to reply at all..i want to hate all those who cancelled out last min for no gd reasons..i wan to hate those who wasnt considerate at all...i wan to hate those who NEVER replied a single mass sms at all..i wan to hate those who see me on msn n yet dont say a word to me to confirm anything..i want to hate...teach me n help me to hate...someone..please...i want to..need to let it out...but all i can tink of is hate...
becos i told myself once b4...shawn..dun do this...havent u learnt ur lesson...pple will ultimately play u out..not reply u..take u for granted..treat u like some pest...ask u or look for u only when they need help...n i told myself never to trust pple again...not when my heart has suffered so much..so much..betrayal..backstabbing..devouring of my trust i has in whom i thot were gd pple n frends...
but i took a chance again..i tried...it looked gd...it seemed well...n new hope n renewal of faith in pple whom i once lost for a period stayed helpful n true...i cant tell u how appreciative and thankful i was n am...but time proved dat how much i tink of these gd n positive things..the negative n bad pple still brings me down..im not 1 to hide or keep or fake my way thru when i receive disappoinments n discouragements...i aint that strong for n to myself...n as much as i took heed to words of encouragement n compassion...i cant help but tink n wonder to myself...issit dat difficult to reply a number 1 or 2? issit dat difficult to answer yes or no? does it take so much effort to reply a sms? issit dat difficult to make time to meet pple? i dunno..maybe its me...its me who is doing it dats why they dun like..even so...show some consideration and reply? wats 5 cents to u when i spent mass smses on everyone..i dunno..guess im asking for too much? even so..i oso dun tink so..
in the end..i really dunno how to feel...happy? sad? satisfaction? discouraged? triumphant? pathetic? really dunno...i really dunno...maybe i shldnt try so hard..or maybe..i shldnt try at all...dont try anymore...maybe i shld completely shut myself out n devoid myself of feelings...but as i say n type this...i noe i cant...if only...
didnt take pictures...haiz...
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July 16,
2007 @ 11:49 pm
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busy lah..work lah...pack stuff lah..school lah...activities lah...this lah..that lah....i mean..HELLO..wan me to state all FREE moments in ur BUSY life???? going to the toilet...going to work/sch...going to lunch n dinner..going home....all i needed was a number 1 or 2 to be replied...not a whole gawd damn essay...n it wld takes less dan like wat..5 clicks of the keypad to send dat out?! but NoOooooOOOooooo...BUSY IS THE IN THING where maybe u forgot to breathe...where u didnt take into consideration that effort was put into mass smsing 50 over pple over 2 days...with sms containing 2/3 pages...a total of 300-400 sms have been sent out..n wat was received was less dan 20...encouraging..simply encouraging....thank u to all who bother n have still the slightest bit of consideration to care n consider pples feelings...its just...dunno...speechless...n i thot i sweared myself off to ever do such things again becos of wat i always get at the receiving end of it...im such a sucker...blardy hell shawn quek
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| Hendecagon or Undecagon of Gorffennhaf MMVII |
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July 11,
2007 @ 2:32 pm
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been a while since i last posted or entered an entry...well..not much to update actually..nothing new or interesting happened..my life doesnt allow such things i guess...but there have been going ons definitely that happened which if i can remember now..i will type as i remember...
1st thing that comes to mind..DENSHA OTOKO...also known as Train Man..those of you who love japanese drama..this is a MUST..y do i say so? simply becos..it has all you need to make you cry buckets.or end up on the floor rolling arnd in luffter..either way..it will appeal to all who love to watch humurous sappy comedy and many more all rolled into one. have never felt so strongly for such a show since the movie My Sassy Girl...that was and is still a great show to me. Densha Otoko is in drama..a movie n a book..i have all 3..haha..havent had the time to read though..
a brief sypnosis about the drama..basically the nerd gets the ger..not in ur typical sort of scenario in a high school or some 'im cool you aint' sort..so watch it and im sure you wont regret it..
the show also brought forth to me espcially about how total n complete strangers who has never seen each other face to face but only through forum threads can be such pillars of strength and comfort..a source of advice and encouragement..a pool of courage and hope to tap into...something really n truly heartwarming as you see from ep1 till the end how it turns out...if you dont feel for any of the characters portrayed in the show..im speechless...cos i wept..yes i used the word wept..i can use the word cried..not teared..cried..as i cheered on for every single 1 of them..as i emphatised with the main characther..as i reflect on my very own pathetic life in comparison to the show...yah yah..some of you may be thinking..its only a show wat...for wat so emo...go ahead n think dat k..the story is actually based on a real thread that was given life to the big screens and now being sold by the millions in book form. miracles do happen..but i wonder if we are the 1s who get to choose for it to happen or they choose you...thus my tears...
i met up with someone whom i have not seen for years...really years...since 1996 i guess..somewhere around there..had a long nice dinner..n chatted about the times back in tk n tkband of cos..things have certainly changed with her and im honestly n sincerely happy for her for where her life is heading..1 thing i wanna say abt this incident...she has a friendster account..which froze for really long...she did not log in at all for a very long time..reallllly looong...she had her stuff to deal with...and once it was settled and she came back to the friendster world..she decided to leave me a comment...to which i replied and gave my contact to keep in touch..and lo n behold she initiated to meet up not long after for the dinner...
why do i mention this..becos she really took the effort n trouble n initiation to bother to want to meet up when i suggested it...there have been times..i tried on certain occassions to meet up with pple ive not met for a long time...n yes i noe we have all grown n r busy with work..social n personal life...truly i understand...thing is...1% of these pple bother to follow up...to ask themselves to meet up...no point me ranting all these here...it wont work anyhow...
currently watching 1 Litre of Tears..another tear jerker..am halfway through...and without fail every single episode sees a teary eyed pathetic me sobbing away...okok..this show is nice..really nice..but cos it lacks the comedy essence..i still prefer Densha Otoko..but this is a MUST watch too...
today started off with a gloomy and dark weather..how nice right to do it today...had lunch alone too...and foresee dinner to be likewise..n yes im working the weekends...had 2 days off mon and tues..but did nothing..stayed home...not cos i want to...n yes..i dont really wish for soooo much ME time...im sick of me time..a bit..cos too much le..ok..nvm..move along...
dunno wat to move along to now...cant think of wat to write now...at work now...had katong laksa...guess i write later...
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April 18,
2007 @ 2:56 am
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where do i go..from here...(what song what song u noe?)...what decision shld i make...which path do i choose...the last few days have affected me and my thots...how?
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| fryday de tertin |
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April 13,
2007 @ 10:12 pm
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ah yes...its a gd day to resume blogging..NOT..not becos its friday 13th...but becos the world still revolves pple who tink they are the centre of any world they go to...how irritating is that...oh well...certain number of things have happened since my last pressence here..
most recent..indoor competition..now i aint gonna be talking abt who got wat n why who didnt get wat n all dat..im going to instead ask u guys..syF...F stands for Festival..now when it comes to indoor..its kinda different from outdoor..why..cos outdoor yes u compete with each other and the competition is mainly to see who gets into the top 3 to vie for the ultimate title in july..but for indoor..soooooooooooooo many schools take part rt...so its really more of an assessment of every single individual band...its not to compare with other bands but more of how much a band has improved since the last indoor..or slacked..haha..and its an occassion where u showcase ur music..musicality..style and hardwork..to share with fellow bandsmen ur music..so..yeah...
wat else has happened..eh..dun tink anything significant happened ba..i tink..unless too long ago le n i forgot..but lets start bitching abt singaporeans...
last yr..when in the mrt..i was so bored and DISGUSTED with singaporeans..dat i came up with acronyms for the word 'singaporeans'..wanna know? Seriously Idiotic Nauseating Gross Attitude Portrayed Openly Repeatedly Everyday Amongst Nincompoop Singaporeans
amazing how bored my mind can be...but really..so shitty lah...lets state a few scenarios which happened n i saw..i was at PP Giant..needed to get new temp pillow n 'bed'...n i was in this section where they were selling outdoor chairs..u noe those sort dan u can fold and lean back on? yeah..so there was this 'darlie' lady..n she was like pulling at stacks n stacks of chairs dat were NEATLY folded and stacked 1 under the other...and she just yanked..the stack fell sideways..and she just looked..and walked off triumphantly with the chair in her hand..now how about that! no shame no guilt no nothing..even with pple arnd she just did her thang and moved on..HOW TO GET SUCH ELEPHANT SKIN AH!
next...and again it so happened to another 'darlie' lady...u noe those signs dat is on the floor when the floor is wet...'Floor wet' and they show a pic of a guy slipping? yeah..so there was this cleaning lady mopping away outside Breadtalk..with the sign like a few metres behind her..this 'darlie' lady with her child in hand was looking at something and bumped into the sign..knocking it down..she turned around..looked at it lying on the floor..and walked away...HOW ABOUT THAT! issit sooooooooooooooooooooo difficult to just bend down and pick it up?? not like she was anything above 60 that if she bends down half her back with snap into 2 like the titanic wat...KAOZ!
oh yes..in my work place..during a bday party...it was meal time n the children were at the table eating and the parents were as usual hanging arnd the area b4 the tables..n there were quite a number of parents arnd so moving around was quite tedious...anyway..there is this narrow passage between the bench to the open area..and i happened to just stand there asking a kid if he wants pizza...n suddenly..i felt a 'swat' on my left arm..n i turned arnd to see this mom using this cloth sort of carrier to carry babies...to just flick it on my arm to 'ask' me to move 1 side..and my colleague oso saw dat..n i mean like...HELLO?? NO FREAKING MOUTH TO OPEN TO SAY EXCUSE ME???even my colleague went up to me and said..'what was that all about man'? n all i did was smile cos if i opened my mouth there n then...lets just say i wld have made her go back to her country in tears...so there...
why..why issit so difficult to be even a lil considerate to pple arnd u..to just show or display a certain small amount of care and thought to others other dan just thinking for yourself...oh yah..on another note about syf indoor..please lah..dun go like...'wtf' or 'omg' or some unpleasant and unnecessary comments when you hear/know of any certain school getting G or GWH..i mean like..wats with those replies..did u hear them? u said that cos they are only a neighbourhood school? u looking down on them? u judge better than the judges? be wary n sensitive about what u say..cos you never know who is beside behind infront around you..dun create any unnecessary trouble for any1...
shivers are the in thing for me this yr...in the span of 2 months..i had the sudden and weird phenomenon of my hands suddenly going cold...in which i close all windows..switch off fan...wear extra t shirt..n lie down to sleep...which proves to be no use as my body starts shivering...teeth CHATTERS...and hands and feet cold as ice..this goes on for some hours...n i wake up feeling tired...feverish..head throbbing..and perpetual pins and needles in arms and legs...i wonder why...
RANDOM THOT: to carry on more about singaporeans...now whats the definition of UGLY? found in dictionaries..UGLY is defined by SINGAPOREANS...why? the term 'ugly singaporeans'...u heard it b4 rt...which other nationality u hear this? ugly msians? nope..ugly french? nope...ugly russians? nope...ugly timbuktoonians? nope..so yeah...now another note about this..GUYS! omg lah..go toilet...DONT YOU EVER USE THE SOAP TO WASH YOUR HANDS AFTER YOU ARE DONE?! how disgustingly gross can you men get??? and PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE let up the toilet seat if you used it? how yucks can u be...ok im done bitching for 2dae..and its just a small % of it...stay tuned...
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March 15,
2007 @ 1:24 am
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Why does bile taste bitter..why do i have gastric pains even when i try to eat regularly..why do pple like to stand near the front of the bus...why do pple not want to get to the middle of the train cabin...why bother putting in effort to be early when pple dun care abt punctuality...why even bother being punctual in future when the same pple keep being late...why do some pple dun bother being counteous enuff to inform dat they r gonna be late...why do pple take frends for granted..why do pple get mistreated by 'frends'...why are there pple who like using pple whenever they want and chucking them 1 side without a word of thanks...why do pple on dat receiving end still give their all and frendship to such pple...why do animes make me cry...why cant i be living in an anime world where frendship is valued over life...why dont i have nakama...why is my tummy hurting now...why do pple just stop in the middle of a pathway of either pavement..shopping malls etc etc and think they blardy own the path...why do pple just stop suddenly at the end of the escalator n when u cant stop in time n bump into them..they turn arnd n 'TSK' u with dat bitch look on their faces like as if its ur fault when its theirs...why do i live in singapore...why m i alive..why do i exist...why do SUCH pple exist...why are there no appreciation..words of comfort..encouragement..care and concern dat flows freely amongst pple...why do pple be online on msn but 24/7 status is never online...why bother wishing pple 'happy bday' on their special day for years but for some they will never wish u back on urs...why am i doing this now...why m i awake..why m i rambling on and on and on...why do i push pple away when they get too close to me...why am i so emo...
plenty of whys i cld go on...for most of them..my answer to myself wld be...cos i am me...as much as my heart and mind has been disappointed and let down by many...as much as im paranoid of being too close with pple for fear of being tossed away when not needed...i still want to believe..dat...pple and frends who allow me to be part of them will 1 day not be liddat...n how do i get my source of encouragment..believe it or not..animes...i maybe too emo..too sensitive..thinking too much...if im guilty of those..i apologise..but for those matters...clear and right before ur eyes sort which speaks loudly at ur face dat it is happening..it is what u have been fearing...dan i cant help but to cower in my own 4 walls of my heart and be wary...i dunno how many pple i may insult or displease..i dont mean it dat way...if it does..dun come back here to read anymore...i got no1 to tok to abt such things and only this form of outlet allows me room to breathe..call it pathetic...i dont care...just dat if u aint happy with wat u see or read here...either get to noe the details b4 jumping the gun..or leave it be and come back here no more...
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March 07,
2007 @ 9:00 am
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haha..quite a crappy heading eh...tried to come up with some cheem cheem words for L.O.S.T...oh well..onwards with the crapping..lamenting..bitching..sarcasm...yada yada...
cny is finally over rt..so no more 'exchanging' of money liaoz..saw an article in the newpaper? mentioning abt if its ok to let the young (meaning youths..teens and me..ahem) to learn and to gamble freely..well..as to everything..i tink as long as there is moderation? dan i tink its ok lah...i mean like..the game mahjong..hell i was just taught by wx ch n hc very recently..n in between the teachings of 'PONG' and 'GANG' and dozing off to lala land..i was tinking to myself..'blardy hell..which kniving fox of a chinese invented this game dat requires brain power??' i mean like...was it the chinese who invented this game? doesnt matter who i guess..whoever it was...madness with a stroke of genius i guess..if u catch my drift...moving along...
wassup with this 7% thingy of a GST?? y have i been hearing recently dat u cant even order 1 'kosong'(plain) parta now...must buy at least 2 pratas...i mean like..wtf? is dat for real? simply ridiculous...n hey..u noe wats even more outrageous?? i heard 2 seperate stories abt prata ordering...1st story is dat some1 wanted to order plain prata n egg prata...the 'darlie' person said..'sorry..no more plain prata..only got egg prata...' WTF?! dont they need the plain prata to make the egg prata?? correct me if im wrong puhleaseee...cos in the end they had egg only n no plain...2nd story...abt the same..but this time the 'charcoaled' person replied..'sorry...only got onion prata left' HUH?! if i had been there on both occassions..grrrrrrrr.....lets leave the possible scenario to imagination shall we...next...
is the value of 5 cents so cheap or worthless nowadaes?? i mean like..2 situations...1st...i ordered macdelivery recently...n the order came up to S$9.95...n when the guy came..i presented him with a 10...he looks at me n smiled..n i smiled back..n he went..'u want the change huh?' in my mind i went 'like farking duh?!' my mouth replied 'yupz' with dat he proceeded to dig into his pouch while explaning he gave away his last 5 cents to the previous customer b4 me...wow..like its my fault eh..n like 5 cents really dat tough to prepare b4 making his rounds...argh...i shrugged him away...2nd incident...i bought drinks from a supermarket near parkway parade...it came up to S2.25...i gave S2.30...she punched in the figure..i saw the 5 cents change lit up on the screen n i stretched out my hand to receive the change...it never came..i held my had out for a gd 5 secs..with the lady meanwhile happily chatting away with her colleague at the other end...wow...with dat outstretched hand i cld have slapped her..for making me look stupid with hand out for 5 cents..but i just calmed myself down and walked away...now..the world..tell me..m i missing out on something...now 5 cents change pple dont give???
who watched 'Hunchback of Notre Dame' n 'The Little Mermaid'? great and wonderful cartoons arent they...i love the music...i mean hey..as long as the music is nice n good..i sure love it..hehe..n i came to realise only just now...in Hunchback...he sings of being 'Out There'..among the normal looking pple...n in Little Mermaid...she sings of being 'Up There'...to be walking amongst humans..interesting eh..Disney and its magical way of telling stories...and translating them into song n music! fantastic...
cant leave this entry without doing this...CONGRATULATIONS MUZAMMIL!! a baby son has been blessed onto his family and however 'man' he is..when i saw him beaming away n looking at his newborn son...i cant help but smile to see this guy..this frend b4 my eyes..whom i saw from sec 2 as a skinny horny broomstick..to now a fat still horny proud father..its been a long way my frend..and im indeed happy for u!
wat else wat else...oh yeah...tremors...did u guys feel it? i didnt...wat a waste...i read online news reports abt it..n there was a report saying 1 lady office worker actually cried becuase she 'never felt anything like it'....DIAOZ...nt dat im unsympathetic or wat lah...but huh!
as u have noticed...ive only talked..typed...spoke abt..rather superficial stuff...as in like..not really personal personal deep deep down in hear heart sort..yeah it is turbulent in there now..both heart n mind..n if it were to be here...man i cld write a book...muahaha...bye
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February 28,
2007 @ 12:00 pm
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been a while folks...cny has passed..thank gdness for dat...didnt do much visiting...neither family nor frends...quietest cny so far..why so? hmmm..family side..complicated lah my paternal side..dunno wat happened eons ago dats why suddenly stopped visiting them. mom's side..cos my granny at my parents place so just went back home on 1st day n dats it..tues has a pleasant evening with xl sk vs and cy. dan it was back to work till thsi coming friday. n just when im looking forward to a weekend off this sat n sun..im suddenly stricken by sore throat flu n fever..wth..i mean seriously..how much more suay can i get with all dat is happening arnd me...not saying my life is in shambles..though my back cld be..haha..but like...gimme a freaking break lah..can i dun be sick...
maybe its my fault..sat nite i spent the whole nite n morning 'exchanging' money with wx hc ch and yj. kh went home early. and not only dat..when we ended at 6 plus am in the morn..i went home...showered..changed..n went to work(sunday) for a full day of bday parties...was powered up by 3 cans of red bull..haha...of cos not all at 1 shot lah..sheesh...1 b4 each party...but thing is..if i were to blame dat incident of not sleeping causing my sickness 2dae..dats oso not right..cos its been 3 days ago since sat..so how can mah...haiz..
still...work has to be done..classes need to be taught...admin work to be completed...and the usual thoughts and feelings and contemplations of wats going on arnd me...work...pple..frends..so called frends...so on n so forth...yada yada yada...
great..gloomy wet weather to go along this mood of mine...just started raining..n i havent taken my lunch yet...nt like i got any appetite now lah..but still..
A level results out this Friday eh...230pm? GD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST to all who will be at their respective JCs to collect their results..to that batch of ex tk band members..i do hope dat this new path u have created for yourself would spur u on or at least shed some light on where u wanna go and wat u wanna do with ur life..even if your results dont show any of those things mentioned..its still somewhere to get your footing on.
dunno wat else to type...freaking cold now...maybe later on will add on more...bye..
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February 11,
2007 @ 10:26 am
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so...hows u peeps? ok..soso..cld be better..not bad..gdgd..surviving..breathing..n many more answers i wld get yeah. my own answer i guess is amongst those i listed..but to say n descrobe how m i..mentally and physically fatigued. im plain tired..tired of wat...just tired. period. wat else am i...im..losing steam..losing steam in wat...im just..losing steam. period. haha..guess some pple there must be like 'wtf lah shawn..wanna say just say...' well...boohoo to u who tink this way..cos sometimes there are somethings u can place a finger on it and noe why/what/who is bothering or upsetting u..but at other times..it just happens..n u have no idea how/what/why. or MAYBE i just DONT FEEL LIKE SAYING IT HERE..hahah! watever it is..im tired..lethargic..getting low on 'perk-me-up' reasons to keep wanting to see any light at the end of the hellhole. i want..tranquility..simple-ness..smoothness..calmness...'peace'.
i was with 'peace' very very recently..it was really nice..'peace' soothed me in wat feels like an eternity since i felt 'peace' embrace me. i wish there wld be more times and situations whereby 'peace' wld want to once again wrap and surround me with the same feeling i received.
on a lighter note..i was at TK on friday 9/2/07 to listen n sit in on the O level results for the batch of 2006 sec 4s. pple who saw me (n of cos whom are linked to me as band members) asked why was i there. hmmm..to put it simply...becos i care for those i care abt to see n wishing they wld get their desired results to enable them to pursue their dreams and goals in the next stage of life. 'but why do u care?' becos these batch of pple (oh...n lemme add on..when i say batch..i dun really mean all of them of cos..only those i bother n care abt who in turn oso recognises me as a frend) is the 2nd last batch i have been priviledged to have known since sec 1. so seeing them grow..mature..n progress for 4 yrs..well..call me a sentimental fool lah...been dat way for 11 yrs liaoz..haha..a frend of mine whom i respect a lot smsed me when i smsed him dat i was in TK ytd..he replied 'siao ah u..liddat u cld have taken Os 11 times liaoz' hahaha...true true.
in anycase..im glad those whom i care abt did well..i aint the sort to really ask for points unless they say it themselves? as long as i see smiles on their faces..its more dan enuff to know they did well and are satisfied with their results. there are some i didnt manage to see ytd to know if they did ok..but i do hope and am sure they wld have done alright. to those whom gave me the chance to forge a bond of frendship for 4 yrs n to continue even now as u all move on to the next chapter of life..THANK YOU for the frendship. as i mentioned earlier..this is the 2nd last batch i know since they were in sec 1...which means..this current 2007 sec 4 batch is the last batch i wld know since they were in sec 1. 2008 wld i guess be the last time i wld actually make the effort to go back tk to see smiles on faces i care abt. 'why?' 'cant u get to know the rest of the batches?' 'last time u work oso got time to go down mah..why now cant?' these questions have been posed to me..and i have evaded them..for gd reasons...2007 sec 4s...do just ask well or even better dan 2006 sec 4s not for any1s sake..not for school ranking sake..but for yourselves..tears dat are and shld be allowed to flow upon results day shld be tears of joy and exuberation.
quite a lengthy entry eh...did u all bother to really read thru it all till now? wow..i applaud u..cos u made the effort to spend precious time in ur busy life to bother abt such an entry..so thank you. once again feel free to leave comments or remarks or whatver yah..n again my warning still stands...dun ask me what warning...read the previous entry towards the end dan u will understand. bye for now...till the next encounter...bye
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January 31,
2007 @ 1:05 pm
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had this thought in my head for a long time actually...but never had a chance to pen it down in words..so here it is...why bother saying hi or hello to pple on msn when they dont bother replying u at all..with msn's service of allowing pple to receive ur msg even when they r offline..they still dont reply..another random thot...these same pple u say hi to..whom dun reply u at 1st...u try again..cos in ya head u tink maybe they r busy or they are away or something..n yet again the same thing happens..no reply watsoever...n this keeps up..im sure there are many many reasons why it happens this way...so it makes u wonder...too busy to even spare 1 min to reply 'hi..sorry..kinda busy now..chat next time..bye'...there..didnt even take 30 secs to do that...
and then there wld be the type of pple (this is another random thot by the way) that will keep using dat phrase as their 'reason' for not replying...maybe they have selective replying..u noe..like selective hearing...u choose who u wanna listen/reply...
and then there wld be another type of pple (yet again another random thot) tat wld chat to u! yippee! but will be kinda short lived..why? cos at the end of the chat when they say lets do/try meet up soon...it almost never happens...n if it does...it prob takes at least a yr or 2 to happen? haha..im probably exaggerating here..but for some pple...dats the case...
and of cos there are those i m appreciative for..those who really do chat me up..exchange not just formalities or for obligation sake...and do make the effort to try to meet up..especially when its been really ages since the last meet up...heck i noe all out lives has taken different routes...but somehow it still has to converge rt...maybe there are those who bother to allow the roads to meet...while others just let time and mother nature take their course..if it happens it happens and if it doesnt..heck loh..not impt mah...
so what am i trying to say here..not sure..im just penning down my thots...wanna take a swing at me with ur comments feedback opinions and critics..go rt on ahead..but this time round...if i feel dat the comment is lecturing me on what shld or shld not be on this blog...pls..PLS dun expect me to be kind to ya...i can be..but...
ciaoz
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January 24,
2007 @ 7:07 pm
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January 19,
2007 @ 7:04 pm
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still at work...eyes droopy and tired...had a really looooooooooooong sianzzzz day doing mundane office sort of duties....i rather do bday parties man...oh well..oh yah..tokking about that..my director actually found a parents blog for their 3 year old daughter..who came to my workplace to have their daughter's bday celebration somewhere late last year dec..and it was me who headed the party..i was given...rave reviews? haha..like im blowing my own horn..(i do miss playing the trumpet..haiz) but yeah the parents were really nice too. this is the blog...http://joeykhor.blogspot.com/
look for entry sunday dec 31 2006..haha..anyway this will be a revelation to those who do not know what im working rt now as...luff..joke...comment..i dont care yeah..haha...i noe its unbelievable that im working with kids and babies n children...but hey...if parents are giving me good reviews n feedback...im happy that at least the kids enjoyed themselves as much as the parents have.
thots going thru my head now? plenty...wat to eat for dinner...where to eat for dinner...im going to be alone for dinner...how long has it been since i ate home cooked food...im so NOT looking forward to going back home to a furniture-less house..n if i were to go on...it wld be infinite..so i shall not..instead..lets start a new topic shall we? hopefull u guys are not too tired n sick of this thing i try to get pple participating in..
last topic was about fave movie lines/quotes..this time..lets have fave catch phrases/remarks/quotes/lines etc..u get wat i mean? eg...'if time stood still, i should change the batteries in my watch'. ok..im jokking about that..its crap which i just came up with while typing...but yeah u noe wat i mean lah..those sort of quotes dat are either funny..encouraging...loving..caring..sarcatic...cynical...yada yada..u catch my drift..lets hope to keep those comments of yours coming for this entry and to other previous entries!!
oh and yes...thank you to kaizn and kira 2 for leaving your nicks...mucho gracias...the rest follow their eg pls? mucho gracias! now back to stoning in front of the office computer and my thots...
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January 19,
2007 @ 12:23 pm
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hey guys...actually i didnt want to enter any entry..but i just want to say that i LOVE the comments coming in..its quite interesting lah..BUT! please..tolong..onegai..qiu qiu ni...at the end of ya comments..please do put a nick or a mystery name..so i noe whose comments belong to which nicks..at leadt lemme differentiate lah...u can still remain annoymous but at least identify urself with a nick? onegaiiiiiii...
since im here..might as well add a few more things..*few more things*
DONE
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January 18,
2007 @ 12:56 pm
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And a big hi to all who has just once again clicked to this page to kpo kpo..haha..interesting comments ive received so far for the last entry but somehow for 1 of the comments it got diverted to finding out who the person is...in anycase..do leave any comments behind if u wanna yeah...
for 2dae..nothing special in paticular..normal day at work..the start of the week for me...usual busy busy stuff for the week n the week ahead..told u i dun have an interesting life to blog abt..haha..but to start a topic..here is a suggestion and lets hope to see more participation..
whats ur fave movie line/quote u have heard so far? could be more dan 1..leave a comment behind stating the line/quote n from what movie its from...lets see how this topic goes...nitez
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January 17,
2007 @ 12:26 pm
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random stuff...
1...a movie line from The Painted Veil...'i regret..i regret allowing myself to fall in love with you..' *but how do you not fall in love IF its those sort of things dat..just happens?
2...issit true that gers only like bad guys and want to be with bad guys? i mean like is there an expiry date on that when the gers have decidied they had enuff fun,mystery, thrills and spills in their lives n finally wanna settle down?
3...seriously..why the hell do u singaporeans do not want to go to the back of the bus...crowding the front..or not move to the centre of the train carriage n crowd the entrance??? i mean like..hell where is the courtesy campaign when u need them..eg...do we need to constantly remind pple over PA systems to allow passengers to alight from the train b4 boarding? do we need signs on the escalator and yellow painted lines on the floor to tell us to keep left of keep to the sides?? even with all dat..singaporeans take on the sunglasses and white cane personna n react oblivious to those signs. WAKE UP LAH!!
4...gers change much more rapidly and drastically (most of the time is for the good of cos) more compared to guys..in terms of looks...features...dressing..blah blah...guys normally tend to change minamally i guess...
5...my back hurts...
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January 16,
2007 @ 12:20 pm
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tadah..the title/subject/topic/heading says it all...no need to guess what happened..on a better note..ive been vivo-ised..finally..but no biggie..it wasnt as big or fantastic as i thot it wld be..the outdoor areas are quite something..but when it meows n woofs..wld be yucky...
oh yes..i need to complain and shout out loud..i had a freaking bowl of laksa UDON for a hellish price of SEVEN SINGAPORE BUCKS! BH! (blardy hell) UTTERLY RIDICULOUS! the mistake of ordering from a shop dat only shows the menu but with no prices...wth...with 7 bucks i cld have ordered a 4 bucks noodles n added 3 bucks more noodles to have myself even more satisfied...but noooooo..oh well..wont make the same mistake at that food republic place...grrr
journey there is a drag...literally..drag drag drag..1 hr plus thereabt..heng for my mp3 player which i watched smallville season 6 ep 10 and death note ep 13. ok i noe this aint very systematic but heck care..i type wat comes to my mind..when i saw the cable cars and sentosa..i thot to myself that i tink the last time i sat on a cable car n visited sentosa as in the attractions must have been in pri sch sia..plus i didnt noe they had the monorail that brings pple from sg to sentosa? yes yes..mountain tortoise and watever..pple who noe me noes i dun lead exciting or frends filled lives lah..so yah..
the painted veil...not too bad a movie i thot..wont say much of wat it is...but it was nice..but the cinema was the normal cinema..wanna try the other types of cinemas the have there...oh well..the next time ba...which is i dunno when..
i find it amazing dat some pple can blog abt the start of their day till the end of it..like they can remember all they wanna blog abt n their details..maybe it was dat fun exciting and interesting that they rememeber it instinctively eh..oh and yeah..thanx for those who commented in my last entry...i noe no need to everyday write and i noe dat short entries are n can be just as interesting..will do it 1 day..but this is not dat day..ahha..
ok..stopped for 5 mins and dunno wat else to add le...i aint getting to dat stage where i pour my inner most thots n feelings here..haha..wanna noe call me..lalala...ciaoz
P.S. again do leave comments yeah..love reading them..n trying to figure out who is who..haha...lame..bye
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January 12,
2007 @ 10:46 am
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2nd post...woohoo...yeah like real i would be excited..how cld i be when the freaky weather gets on every1s mood..especially those going to WORK or SCHOOL..its to sleep..but oh yes...pple who noe the situation im in..even sleep is not an option for me due to the living conditions im in thanks to those pesky bed bugs..yes yes..im as usual lamenting..but hey..its me..haha..diaoz
Anyway..rather long n slow day with an aching back..yoga mat is really not gd for sleeping on but i have no choice rt now..had a bday surprise for 1 of my male colleague at the UE Square branch..happy bdae to u Imran! n dan we had staff lunch where i had a gd 'view'. nope..not gonna be telling u wats the ' ' for..secret...shh...and of cos the day wasnt complete with the incessant meows n woofs all day long...simply dammit...
Bought double sided tape at PP just now..hope it helps with the current problem i have at home..n oh yes...band music and memories....i tink pple who noe this side of me..i need not explain much...just dat much tears n memories flooded both eyes n brain as band music was played on my player..thoughts that were going thru my head at dat point of time...i wun say..wanna noe..ask me..haha
I wonder how issit some pple can just blog everyday..everyday your life so interesting ah..i noe i got no life n not interesting at all lah..but every single day? n pple who read blogs on a daily basis..i guess if reading frends entries it wld be like 'catching' up with the person in a non-physical sort of way..but like..to bother reading them on a daily basis too? "One man's meat is another man"s poison" i guess..
Hey dont get offended yeah..im totally cool with all that..its just 1 of those thots in my head i just keep frowning and scrathing my mead about..just like are there blardy ghosts n spirits at the back of the bus or in the middle of a train carriage..of cos these egs i just mentioned dont get the normal frowns n scratches..again pple who noes me wld noe somewhat the reactions and actions taken by moi...but oh well..to each his own...
ok i purposely nag n nag n lament and whine so that this entry looks long n hopefully interesting? haha..i noe it aint..but heck...thanks to those who commented...i noe a tagboard wld n cld be more convenient..but as i said..i prob wont do anything else to the template le..unless some KIND and CONSIDERATE soul out there would be NICE and HELPFUL to offer to do up a template for me lah..hahaha..bye for 2dae...hope i din just waste 5-10 mins of ya life reading all these crap...toodles
P.S.---->forgot to mention..just leave a hi in the comments if ya want..dont need to say who u r..i just curious n kpo to see who else out there is curious n kpo too..haha
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January 10,
2007 @ 11:23 am
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ok..never did this b4 yah..but here goes...hi? sounds weird...but wat else is there to say but hi..hello...mushi mushi to all those who have stumbled across this by chance or are reading this becos i told you about it or may have heard from others (in other words kpo)...it was never my plan to really start a blog...found it too damn mafan..must do this lah..template this n dat lah..FREAKING HTML codes...and all that other nonsense..for those who dunno...i tried both blogspot n livejournal..n both gave me loads of crap either becos errors kept apprearing no matter how many templates i choose for blogspot..or pics of the templates i choose for livejournal just dun appear..it was damn frustrating. oh yeah..and before i forget..i wanna thank a few pple who tolerated n helped me somewhere along this hair pulling journey..zhiyi..dawn..arisya..thanx loads for the patience n kindness shown to moi the kuku brainer. i dunno how often i will blog..actually dat is oso another reason why i didnt want to blog..im scared i may lose the fire eventually to bother to blog..but oh well..see how it goes yeah...
Well..i wont go on too long about what has happened to me these past few months...certainly major and memorable things have happened (dun mean they were all good memories though) but nevertheless..here i am..whether or not stronger from it all..it still remains to be seen..but for those out there..i sincerely wish this year will be somewhat a fresh start or a great continuation to your journey down the path of life. damn im getting boring eh..do let me noe if i am lah...i just dunno wat to write for this so called 1st entry...(issit suppose to be impt or significant?) ah heck...thanx for taking time to read..till the next time..ciaoz
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January 09,
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I FINALLY MANAGED TO AT LEAST GET A DECENT LOOKING TEMPLATE WITHOUT ENCOUNTERING ANY ERRORS WHATSOEVER!!
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